.Tuesday, November 8, 2011 @ 22:16 Y
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Here i am in Hong Kong trying to enjoy myself ( i didnt wanna go in the first place ) , and i am getting so much pressure from my Dad on my Art homework which not as important as my CPA course work .. i am not even sure i am in the NT stream yet . But i mean at least give some acknowledgement like " wow well done honey" or something like that .
even though i tried explaining he still doesnt understand . and my parents even told me they gonna come down hard on my and expect me to get damn high marks . ya NT is easier doesnt mean i can catch up soo fast , they have to give me time ! they just dont understand and they wonder why i dont tell them things ! CUZ THEY DONT UNDERSTAND .. they need to listen , cuz everytime i try i ended up getting blame for everything
i just wanna be alone
its my life my future
i obviously dont wanna fail of course i wanna pass my exams , who doesnt? -.-
what i need is encouragement and not threats for them !
i mean i am at the edge of ending my life , if this is how my is going to be
i am always stuck at home , cuz most of the time they ground me , ya i deserve it
but like i said THEY DONT UNDERSTAND !
haiz i just wish they know that not eveything must go their way
if they think i am going to be their maid they're wrong
after i am legal age i am soo going to run of that house
faster than the speed of light i tell you
i am stuck in family that i dont belong too
till here
~REBELLICIOUS~
.Sunday, March 20, 2011 @ 02:23 Y
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hey hey yall !!
my life till now had alot down then ups !1
SCHOOL
i have recently changed school to St Hildas . i wont say it is a good thing as in a week i was labelled the school bitch !! i dont know for what but i was .
i really miss KC i regret changing !!! i am so behind the work , and my frens still can ask me to join their band . i need to focus but they wont understand . i need help with my studies but who can help me
WORK
i am still working in BIG EASY .
but i just recently got a job offered to me by grand hyatt hotel !!
which one to choose ?
HELP!!
LOVE
i am have recently got together with my baby Mohd taufik
i have known him since last year june
and we got together on march 1
still going strong
but havent trust him fully yet ... i am still scared .. he is going ITE next year and thats when i will worry more
i just hope he wont cheat on me
so far thats my summary of this few months !!
till here
REBELLICIOUS
.Sunday, January 23, 2011 @ 18:32 Y
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What a BOYFRIEND should be
like !!
don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now....
I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference.....
When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ]
she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared [ Protect her ]
When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you [SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!!]
When she grabs at your hands [ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you; [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret [ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes [ dont look away until she does ]
When she says it's over [ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she reposts this bulletin [ she wants you to read it ] -
Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
. - When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
. - Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is;
'Whose ass am I kicking baby?' If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will : Call you. Kiss you. Love you. Text you. Guys send as: 'I'd be this Boyfriend.' Girls send as: 'A real Boyfriend'
LOVE
REBELLICIOUS
.Saturday, January 1, 2011 @ 19:45 Y
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HEY HEY HEY
2011 IS HERE!!
finally! Well 2010 is not really my favourite year , it was actually the worst year for all of us.
well alot haad happen during my weeks of not blogging .
NEW JOB
well just to let you all know i have resigned from botak jones and went back to big easy at RWS. reason being is because they had no time management very very bad time management . the ppl there are nice its only the time management .
so i ask my dad whether i could go back to big easy and of course he said yes as he has short of staff but of course he did admit it .
but after asking for my job back i decided not to work in 2011 and have a life instead. i dont want to waste mylife working . i wanna go out to enjoy with my frens and of course my studies.
but my dad thought i was just lazy . and he said " there are alot of ppl that want this job and he wont reserve any position for me " i was like ok .. but he didnt wanna accpet it and he asked me to think abt it again .
new years eve i was alone again as usual.
i have nothing else to say
till here
REBELLICIOUS
.Tuesday, December 7, 2010 @ 21:20 Y
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HEY PPL
I am back in singapore ( not really that happy )
i really miss hongkong
came back to singapore already got scolding for my mum for wearing headphones
like wth right
i mean is it wrong wearing headphones
then they gave me a new TV and told me i was ungrateful
i mean i didnt ask them to buy it for my i already said i will buy my own tv
and now they out it in my face !!!
today i went school hunting !! i swear to god getting a sch in singapore is a bitch !!
waiting list waiting list !! if no just say no !! dont put me on a waiting list !!!
i have run out of words !!
till here
LOVE
REBELLICIOUS
.Saturday, December 4, 2010 @ 00:53 Y
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Hey
Last night was the BEST night ever
First we went to eat dinner at this AWESOME indian place .. which has the best chicken i have ever tasted!!
i had apple juice for my drink!! hehe i felt like a little girl !!
when we got the bill my uncle said we might be able to get a free ride on the ferry as we spent alot.
but unfortunately we couldnt as the guy said only after 7.30pm )): WASTED!!
when we reached hongkong we took an MTR (MRT hongkong ppl just changed the last two letters!!)
to WANCHAI to get my cousins Phone thingy that changed and ITOUCH to an IPHONE. which was quite cool .
after that we went to get ASHWINDS IPOD!!
and the best part was each of us got an IPOD each !! AWESOMME
i was super duper happy AFTER 2 YEARS OF WAITING !!!
AFTER THAT WE JUST WENT AROUND
DOING LAST
MINUTE SHOPPING
After we were done shopping, we wanted to take a cab but the stupid hongkong ppl kept cutting in . so we decided to take the MTR . we had to walk damn fast to catch the ferry at 12MIDNIGHT!!!
we reached home around 1+ in the morning
then we just chilled around the house watch movies and fell asleep around 6 in the morning and woke up around 2 pm
NOW GOING TO OUT TO EAT
SO I HAVE TO
GET READY
TILL HERE
LOVE
REBELLICIOUS
.Thursday, December 2, 2010 @ 23:18 Y
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MORNING!!!!
Wazzup ppl !!! wow i really had a good sleep .
but i had the most realistic dream .
THE DREAM
Well it started with me in the room sleeping on the bed , at first i thought i was already awake. anyways what happen was , my cousin nikki came into the room to ask for my laptop and then she walked up the stairs and i was thinking to myself where the hell did those stairs popped up from . then i woke up AGAIN , at the moment i was quite confuse. and then the weirdest thing happen my coudins just came out of the pool( i know what you're thinking where the the pool come from ) i also dunno..
and i was woken up my other cousin ASHWIND saying i must go bathe and shit. when i looked around my room there wasnt any stairs or pool.. ithink i must have been damn tired to dream such a realistic dream like that.
NAPKIN ON A PLATE
After i have woken up fully and stop seeing outrageous stuff , i went to the kitchen and i saw my Aunty and my couin Nikki doing some art . So you know me i like to KPO i went over to see what kind of art they were doing . and it was the coolest thing , they were making napkin plates . so my aunty asked me whether i would like to try it . and i was like yeah why not . so she gave my a paper and ask me to peel off the last two layers of the paper in order to start the art .
HOW WE DID IT ??
FIRSTLY, we placed our designed paper on top of the white plate.
SECONDLY, we pour water soluble glue in to a container
THIRDLY, we wet the brush
FOURTHLY, WE START..
ALL we had to do is slowly spread the glue around the plate
which was quite easy
now we going to WANCHAI HONGKONG (FYI HONG KONG IS NOT IN CHINA )
TILL HERE
REBELLICIOUS
. @ 07:54 Y
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TODAY
was quite slack actually.. at first they (my aunty) wanted to go watch a movie at central , which meant we have to take the ferry and honestly i was too lazy to go haha . i was like complaining complaining. then they finally said that after we ate our lunch , we would come back and have a movie marathon.
LUNCH
For lunch we ate korean BBQ . i know awesome right !! we at alot
like
CHICKEN
BEEF
FISH
KIMCHEE
KIMCHEE FRIED RICE
KIMCHEE SOUP
It was like AWWSSOOOMMEE!!
HOWEVER!! i accidentally ate prawn which i am not allowed to cuz otherwise i would get an allergic reaction
DINNER
For dinner we stayed in to eat
my uncle thought us how to make a steak in 3MINUTES!!!!
IT tasted awsome !!
an hour after that we went jogging !! A BIG MISTAKE !!!
I NEVER RAN IN 2 YRS HAHAH SO YOU COULD GUESS WHAT HAD HAPPEN !! haha
at first i was fine jogging normally then i started feeling the PAIN oh the PAIN!! after i felt it i just kept walking until i reach back home ..
i think from monday onwards i will start jogging ( i know my frens who are reading this will laugh!! ASHWIND MENON DONT YOU LAUGH!!)
NOW I AM BACK
RELAXING !
LOVE
REBELLICIOUS
. @ 04:09 Y
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HEY
ppl .. this is my first blog post in two years
well i had previous blogs before this but after 2 weeks i forgot i even i had a blog ( haha)
WHY DID I DECIDE TO MAKE A
BLOG ???
i saw my cuzzy posting her everyday life on it like what happened or how was her day . so i was "wow thats cool, but idk how to maintain " and my blogs before was boring haha like seriously!!
so i ask my cousin to create one for me !! credits to her !!
so from today onwards i will be posting about y life haha if its boring
then DONT READ !!! :P
TILL THE NEXT POST !!
REBELLICIOUS
CREDITS TO MY COUSIN
NIKKI HEARTZXYOU