.Tuesday, November 8, 2011 @ 22:16 Y
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Here i am in Hong Kong trying to enjoy myself ( i didnt wanna go in the first place ) , and i am getting so much pressure from my Dad on my Art homework which not as important as my CPA course work .. i am not even sure i am in the NT stream yet . But i mean at least give some acknowledgement like " wow well done honey" or something like that .
even though i tried explaining he still doesnt understand . and my parents even told me they gonna come down hard on my and expect me to get damn high marks . ya NT is easier doesnt mean i can catch up soo fast , they have to give me time ! they just dont understand and they wonder why i dont tell them things ! CUZ THEY DONT UNDERSTAND .. they need to listen , cuz everytime i try i ended up getting blame for everything
i just wanna be alone
its my life my future
i obviously dont wanna fail of course i wanna pass my exams , who doesnt? -.-
what i need is encouragement and not threats for them !
i mean i am at the edge of ending my life , if this is how my is going to be
i am always stuck at home , cuz most of the time they ground me , ya i deserve it
but like i said THEY DONT UNDERSTAND !
haiz i just wish they know that not eveything must go their way
if they think i am going to be their maid they're wrong
after i am legal age i am soo going to run of that house
faster than the speed of light i tell you
i am stuck in family that i dont belong too
till here
~REBELLICIOUS~